The garden of baTmEn

Posted on 16 Ağustos 2007

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I do not want anyone, anyone who really wants me,
Every one that I desire, wants to be with someone else. . .
I find it so amusing.
Isn’t that the way it goes?
I’m a blip on someones radar
They don’t even catch my eye
I want what I haven’t got, even if it kills me trying.

I want her, she wants him, he wants me, I give in.
I want her, I want him, I don’t want anything.
I started questioning, the rules of coupling.
This strip is mobius, it’s never ending

Love and attraction.
It’s like sex and passion.
It’s two ends of a spectrum.
Are you a friend or a lover?
Now pick one or the other.

It’s not easy to find, anyone who captivates me,
Anyone deserving time.
Must have somehow passed me by
Looking in the wrong direction.

She wants him, he wants me, I don’t want anybody,
And everyone who wants me-
It’s so amusing.

Love and attraction.
It’s like sex and passion.
It’s two ends of a spectrum.
Are you a friend or lover?
Now pick one or the other.

Everybody wants someone to hold.
Everybody wants to choose a role.
Ain’t nobody willing to break the mold.
No hint of bravery.

Everybody is chasin’ some ideal.
None of it obtainable, none of it real.
Everything falls between the cracks of
Love and attraction.

Love and attraction.
It’s like sex and passion.
It’s two ends of a spectrum.
Are you a friend or lover?
Now pick one or the other.

Love and attraction
It’s like joy and sadness
It’s like peace and conflict
You can chase them forever
Are they ever together?

Love and attraction
Love and attraction
Love and attraction
You can chase them forever
Are they ever together?

Everybody wants someone to hold.
Everybody wants to choose a role.
Ain’t nobody willing to break the mold.
No hint of bravery.

Everybody is chasin’ some ideal.
None of it obtainable, none of it real.
Everything falls between the cracks of
Love and attraction.

Love and attraction
Love and attraction
Love and attraction
You can chase them forever
Are they ever together?

Love and other moments are just chemical reactions in your brain
And feelings of aggressions are the absence of the love drug in Your veins
Love come quickly
Because I feel my self-esteem is caving in
It’s on the brink
Love come quickly
Because I don’t think I can keep this monster in
It’s in my skin

Love and other socially acceptable emotions are morphine
They’re morphine
Cleverly concealing primal urges often felt bur rarely seen
Rarely seen
Love I beg you
Lift me up into that privileged point of view
The world of two
Love don’t leave me
Because I console myself that Hallmark™ cards are true
I really do

I’m gunning down romance
It never did a thing for me
But heartache and misery
Ain’t nothing but a tragedy

Love don’t leave me

Take these broken wings
I’m going to take these broken wings
And learn to fly
And learn to fly away
And learn to fly away

I’m gunning down romance

Cool breeze and autumn leaves
Slow motion daylight
A lone pair of watchful eyes
Oversee the living
Feel the presence all around
A tortured soul
A wound unhealing
NO regrets or promises
The past is gone
But you can still be free
If time will set you free

Time now to spread your wings
To take to flight
The life endeavor
Aim for the burning sun
You’re trapped inside
But you can still be free
If time will set you free
But it’s a long long way to go

Keep moving way up high
You see the light
It shines forever
Sail through the crimson skies
The purest light
The light that sets you free
If time will set you free

Sail through the wind and rain tonight
You’re free to fly tonight
And you can still be free
If time will set you free
And going higher than mountain tops
And go high the wind won’t stop
And go high
Free to fly tonight
Free to fly

When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head
And television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Subway makes me nervous, people pushing me too far
I’ve got to break away So take my hand now

‘Cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to live
I want to run through the jungle
With wind in my hair and the sand at my feet

I’ve been having difficulties keeping to myself
Feelings and emotions better left up on the shelf
Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie
Which one is more human…
There’s a thought, now you decide

Compassion in the jungle
Compassion in your hands, yeah
Would you like to make a run for it
Would you like to take my hand, yeah

‘Cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to live
I want to run through the jungle
With wind in my hair and the sand at my feet

Sometimes this life can get you down
It’s so confusing, There’s so many rules to follow
And I feel it, ‘Cause I just run away in my mind

Superstars and cannonballs running through your head
Television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie
Which one is more human…
There’s a thought, now you decide

Compassion in the jungle
Compassion in your hands, yeah
Would you like to make a run for it
Would you like to take my hand, yeah

‘Cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to live
I want to run through the jungle
With wind in my hair and the sand at my feet

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it’s back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It’s hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can’t take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I’ll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You’re not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You’re caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can’t face they day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I’ll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You’re not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it’s over you’ll breathe again
You’ll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I’ll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You’re not alone

I never thought I’d change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I’ve never known
You moved me in a way that I’ve never known

But straight away you just moved into position again
You abused me in a way that I’ve never known
You abused me in a way that I’ve never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

So your the kind that deals with the games in the mind
Well you confuse me in a way that I’ve never known
You confuse me in a way that I’ve never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

She says, "I can help you, but what do you say?"
But it’s not for free baby, you’ll have to pay
You just keep me contemplating, that your soul is slowly fading

God don’t you know that I live with a ton of regret?
‘Cause I move you in a way that you’ve never known
But then I accused you in a way that you’ve never known
But you hurt me in a way that I’ve never known…

Break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

Listen, baby
You’ll be, you’ll be alone

Break me shake me hate me take me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate me take me
Break me

She’s taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone’s got a theory about the bitter one

They’re saying
Mama never loved her much
And daddy never keeps in touch
That’s why she shies away from human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she’s waiting for the right kind of pilot

To come (and she’ll say to him)

She’s saying

I would fly you to the moon and back
If you’ll be if you’ll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby

Ooh-ooh

She can’t remember a time
When she felt needed
If love was red then she was colour-blind
All her friends they’ve been tried for treason
And crimes that were never defined

She’s saying

Love is like a barren place
And reaching out for human faith is
Is like a journey I just don’t have a map for
So baby gonna take a dive and push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she’s hanging all her hopes on the stars

(What a pleasant dream) just saying

Mamma never loved her much
And daddy never keeps in touch
That’s why she shies away from human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she’s waiting for the right kind of pilot
To come (and she’ll say to him)

She’s saying

And we stare each other down like victims in the grind
Probing all the weakness and hurt still left behind and we cry
The tears of pearls

We do it. Oh we do it.

Is love really the tragedy the way you might describe?
Or would a thousand lovers still leave you cold inside?
Make you cry…
These tears of pearls

All these mixed emotions
We keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearls devotions we keep locked away from all the world

Your kisses are like pearls, so different and so rare
But anger stole the jewels away and love has left you bare,
Made you cry…
These tears of pearls

Well I could be the tired joker pour my heart to get you in
Sacrifice my happiness just so I could win
Maybe cry…
These tears of pearls

All these mixed emotions
We keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearls devotions we keep locked away from all the world

We twist and turn where angles burn
Like fallen soldiers we will learn
That once forgotten, twice removed
Love will be the death…
The death of you

All these mixed emotions
We keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearls devotions we keep locked away from all the world

I’ll be your dream,
I’ll be your wish I’ll be your fantasy.
I’ll be your hope,
I’ll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
’cause I’m counting on

A new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
til the sky falls down on me…

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I’ll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we’re surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me…

Oh can’t you see it baby?
You don’t have to close your eyes
’cause it’s standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come…

I’ll be your dream
I’ll be your wish I’ll be your fantasy.
I’ll be your hope
I’ll be your love be everything that you need.
I’ll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do…

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me…

Do you love me?
Or am I just another trip in this strange relationship?
You push and pull me
and I’m about to loose my mind
Is this just a waste of time
keep acting like you own me
I keep running, watch me walking out that door
I hear you behind me

Gimme that strange relationship
Never felt pleasure and pain like this
Something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I’m already gone

Do you love me?
We break up and back together
And I swore to myself never
Oh how you do me
You strip me of my honor
And I don’t ever think I’m gonna
Break free of these mind games
All I’m trying to do is modify my plan
‘Cause I can’t contain you

Gimme that strange relationship
Never felt pleasure and pain like this
Something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I’m already gone

You keep acting like you own me
I can’t control me
You said you never really wanted me back
Well maybe if that’s a fact
May I suggest
A brand new plan of attack
And in defense of that you’re hard to crack
You’re way off track
I want you back, I want you gone
Maybe I’m sick of holding on

Do you love me?
Or am I just another trip in this strange relationship?

Gimme that strange relationship
Never felt pleasure and pain like this
Something so right but it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I’m already gone

Been spending so much time underground
I guess my eyes adjusted
To the lack of light
I got
Covered in darkness
Covered in darkness

I have been waiting
Always waiting for something new
Happiness has always ended
In the blink of an eye
There was no one attending
No one attending

It doesn’t really matter where it all began
All I know
I got covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
Ever wonder why I never really truly connect
Although my eyes are open
I can hold your gaze
But I am never connected
Never connected

I am famous for my generosity
They say I am the kindest
But it is easier to
Give than receive love
Give than receive love

It doesn’t really matter where it all began
All I know
I was covered in darkness
Covered in darkness

Turning pages over
Run away to nowhere
And it’s hard to take control
When your enemy’s old and afraid of you
You’ll discover that the monster you were running from
Is the monster in you

Better to hold on to love
Better to hold on to love
Change will come

It doesn’t really matter where it all began
All I know
I was covered in darkness
Covered in darkness

It doesn’t really matter where it all began
Cuz all I know
I was lost
I was lost
No, no

It doesn’t really matter where it all began no no
All I know
I was lost
I feel lost
Lost
No…

Maybe it’s intuition
But some things you just don’t question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I’ve found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There’s just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I’m searching for
I think I’ve found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I’ve found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
 

Are my lips unkissable?
Are my eyes unlookable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Am I unlovable?

Cynical, jaded, faithless, disappointed, disillusioned, used
If I could take back all my sweat, my tears, my sex, my joy I would
My time, my love, my effort, passion, dedication
In case of mistaken identity I gave these things to you
If I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated, it’s the truth
Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a few
Stages of acceptance that it’s really over
It’s just so complicated and I’m stupid for believing in you

You make me feel like my father never loved me
You make me feel like the act of love is empty
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don’t like?

I had your back, I held you up, I told you you were good enough
It was not reciprocated, you kept affection and yourself apart
You fed your love to me like crumbs to pigeons in the park
Sometimes I think you’re satisfied to see me begging like a dog
I wasn’t armoured, you were king, I gave my everything
Because sometimes you showed me just a hint of you and then
For just a moment I romanticised the notion
I can take away the torment, I can love you like they never did

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)
You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don’t like?

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)
You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)
Am I so unlovable?
Is my heart unbreakable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?

Are my lips unkissable?
Are my eyes unlookable?
Is my sex undoable?
Am I unlovable?
Are my words unlistenable?
Are my hands untouchable?
Am I undesirable?
Am I unlovable?

You make me feel like my father never loved me
You make me feel like the act of love is empty
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don’t like?

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)
You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don’t like?

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)
You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)
Am I so unlovable?
Is my heart unbreakable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)
You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)
You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)
You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)

by savage garden and darren hayes (the new album will release soon in England! )

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